{"id":577,"date":"2023-04-20T08:36:35","date_gmt":"2023-04-20T05:36:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/printsesslualoke.wordpress.com\/?p=577"},"modified":"2025-02-16T19:31:35","modified_gmt":"2025-02-16T19:31:35","slug":"siis-kui-sul-pole-enam-nagu-mida-maletada","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/2023\/04\/20\/siis-kui-sul-pole-enam-nagu-mida-maletada\/","title":{"rendered":"Siis, kui sul pole enam n\u00e4gu, mida m\u00e4letada"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>Viimastes jututubades on olnud teemaks unen\u00e4gemises peegli otsimine ja<br>iseendale (oma unen\u00e4o teadvusele) siis silma vaatamine.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">T\u00e4nases \u00f6\u00f6s leidsin ma toa, kus oli toimunud m\u00f5rv. L\u00e4ksin selle koha peale ja<br>tundsin surma kohalolu k\u00fclmav\u00e4rinate saatel mind l\u00e4bistamas.<br>Enesele ootamatult hakkas mu Teine Ise tantsima balletti, k\u00e4ed \u00fcleval pea kohal<br>nagu iluuisutajal, kes h\u00fcppas \u00fchelt jalalt teisele ja tegi iga kord niksu.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tean, et see kostub v\u00e4ga veidralt ja nii oli ka seda kogeda, aga samas oli selles<br>tegevuses mingi maagia, mis oli vajalik just selle koha juures.<br>Hetk p\u00e4rast seda, kui olin oma tantsu l\u00f5petanud, l\u00e4ksin samasse ruumi peegli ette<br>ja \u00fctlesin taotluse, et n\u00e4ha, mida m\u00e4letab peegel sellest paigast.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00f5istsin, et ma ei ole unen\u00e4olaadses unen\u00e4gemise reaalsuses, vaid p\u00e4ris kohas ja<br>see ongi siin k\u00f5ik omamoodi astraalreaalsus, millest on mul v\u00f5imalik osa saada<br>vaatlejana-tunnetajana.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vaatasin peeglisse ja peeglis oli n\u00e4ha k\u00f5ike muud kui mind, aga ma m\u00f5istsin, et<br>peegel n\u00e4itab mulle oma loomisest alates algusest saati, mida ta k\u00f5ik n\u00e4inud on.<br>Istusin mugavalt lootoseasendisse ja hakkasin pingsalt ootama, millal peegel j\u00f5uab<br>reaalaega, et n\u00e4ha iseennast seal ees istumas.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">See hetk tuli, n\u00e4gin ennast korraks l\u00e4bi mingi ajalise nihke, kus k\u00f5ik, mida tegin, tuli<br>viivisega peeglisse, nagu oleks mingi masinakoodek vahel. Korraga kadus mu<br>n\u00e4gu \u00e4ra ja minu peegelpildist sai kuldne kontuur. Ei olnud n\u00e4gu\u2026mitte midagi ei<br>olnud, mis on selles elus isikup\u00e4rane\u2026<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>\u00c4kki \u00fctleb mu Teine Ise: &#8220;Vaata t\u00e4helepanelikult ja tunneta, mis tunne on olla,<br>kui sa enam ei m\u00e4leta, milline on su n\u00e4gu. N\u00fc\u00fcd oled sa kujuta kuju, kellel ei<br>ole enam n\u00e4gu.&#8221;<br><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">P\u00fc\u00fcdsin h\u00e4sti pingsalt meenutada oma selle elu n\u00e4gu, kes ma olen olnud, aga ei<br>meenunud ei head n\u00e4gu ega halba n\u00e4gu\u2026\u00fchtegi n\u00e4gu ei tulnud meelde. Koos<br>n\u00e4oga olid kadunud ka k\u00f5ik mu m\u00e4lestused, kogemused, tunded, pildid inimestest<br>ja loomadest. Koos n\u00e4oga oli kadunud<strong>\u00a0lugu minust endast.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>Ainuke, mis oli j\u00e4\u00e4nud, oli see, et ma teadsin ja tunnetasin rohkem, kui kunagi<br>varem, et\u00a0<strong>MA OLEN T\u00d5ELISELT OLEMAS.<\/strong><br>Aga mul ei ole enam n\u00e4gu, silmi, isikup\u00e4ra\u2026 ei ole enam MIND, teda, kes m\u00e4letab<br>n\u00e4gusid, vaid on\u00a0<strong>OLEMINE<\/strong>.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Kui sa tahad teada unen\u00e4omaailmas sinust peegelduva varju-kuju<br>peegeldusi, siis hakka harjutama:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>Istu mugavalt p\u00e4evasel ajal peegli ette, hinga rahulikult ja vaata endale<br>silma. Puhasta m\u00f5tted ja lihtsalt vaata l\u00f5dvestunult 1+ minutit j\u00e4rjest.<br>Vajadusel pane kell helisema, mis annab m\u00e4rku, et aeg on l\u00f5petada<br>harjutus. Harjutuse l\u00f5pus vaata oma k\u00e4si ja \u00fctle k\u00f5va h\u00e4\u00e4lega: &#8220;Ma olen<br>unes.&#8221;<\/li>\n\n\n\n<li>Iga kord, kui satud peegli ette, uuri pingsalt oma n\u00e4gu just sellise<br>tundega, nagu oleks sa just praegu teadvusele tulnud ja p\u00fc\u00fcad aru<br>saada, kus sa oled ja miks sa siin oled.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Neid tegevusi harjutades kutsud sa esile protsessi, kus sinu<br>sisemised peeglid hakkavad ennast avama sinu taotlusesamba toel!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unen\u00e4gemisteni!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Viimastes jututubades on olnud teemaks unen\u00e4gemises peegli otsimine jaiseendale (oma unen\u00e4o teadvusele) siis silma vaatamine. T\u00e4nases \u00f6\u00f6s leidsin ma toa, kus oli toimunud m\u00f5rv. L\u00e4ksin selle koha peale jatundsin surma kohalolu k\u00fclmav\u00e4rinate saatel mind l\u00e4bistamas.Enesele ootamatult hakkas mu Teine Ise tantsima balletti, k\u00e4ed \u00fcleval pea kohalnagu iluuisutajal, kes h\u00fcppas \u00fchelt jalalt teisele ja tegi iga [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[69],"tags":[12,59],"class_list":["post-577","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-teise-ise-teadvus","tag-harjutused","tag-peegel"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=577"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/577\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":710,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/577\/revisions\/710"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/unerandur.ee\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}